Oh, my apologies, I misunderstood my witness:

"No she did it into her chat with carrot and said lul but she did it while streaming so everyone could see..."

This is what I got from my witness, though you and Carrot's chat DO have nothing to do with the people in your livestream, you do have a pausing button to where you can click to pause the screen to where no one would see what you said and could talk to him privately, and you made the mistake of not doing so, which, looked really guilty on your part.