Artists Beware Me

[xjacekx.livejournal.com]

This is an entry of deep apology to so many people I have wronged. It is quite difficult for me to write this, but it needs to be done, as I want so badly to make things right again.

I want to start by telling everyone, I did not make Haku. The lie all started at Anime Detour where I started by telling people who made it, then grew tired of explaining it to every person that asked and just told them that I did it. Well people tell their friends, and suddenly I am surrounded by attention and praise for this suit that I didn't make, that everyone thought I did. But I loved the attention, and over time forgot who really made it, and lost sight of what the right thing to do was. I feel so dirty, and terrible about it all. I want to come clean now, I want everyone to know who the great fursuiter that made my suits is, her name is Lynne Hassell, and she is by far one of the kindest, careing, fursuit makers I have ever talked with. Haku is her creation, through and through. I have done repairs and changes on him, but Haku was made by her. I highly reccomend commisioning her if you ever are looking for a great fursuit, wonderful quality that is very affordable http://www.lynnehassell.com/main.php or at least visit her site and see her amazing work. I also wanted to announce I am selling Haku, Lynne gets first choice if she wishes to have him back, if not I will place him on furbid, and with the money I get from selling him, I will use it to pay back people who I need to.

Speaking of people I owe things to, I know there are a few of you out there, and if you are reading this, please send me a e-mail at kindeadragon at hotmail.com and tell me what it is I owe you and I will get it to you. I want to start things over. I want to start on a new leaf. After all of this is done I no longer will be taking commisions, trades, or anything. I'll be only a small part of the fandom, if I decide to stay in it at all.

With that, again, I apologize to all I have wronged in the past. I will try my hardest to make things right again. I understand many of you will be and are quite angry with me, and I do not blame you. But when we talk, please talk with me like a human being, calmly so we can sort things out. I just want to make things better again. Thank you.

Note: Posted to personal journal and Artists_Beware

Comments

[blondefoxy.livejournal.com]

That is so mature of you to do this!
*Is proud*

[xjacekx.livejournal.com]

Thank you, and those who have e-mailed me, very much for the support you've given me. I want to make everything right again, and I plan on doing so. So again, thank you.

[xjacekx.livejournal.com]

Yes I know that what I did was wrong, but at least I am trying to make things right again. I could very well have just ran off, blocked everyone, left the fandom, and not even try to make things right. But I am standing up, admitting what I did was very wrong, and doing my damn best to make it right again. Everyone makes mistakes in life, thats part of living. So that is what there is to be proud of. I'm not proud it happened in the first place, but I am proud that I am brave enough to take on responsibility for what I did, and right them again. Thank you.

[theassassinnox.livejournal.com]

I'm glad that things are being straightened out.

You don't really owe me anything, but we had been talking about a collar commission. Should I just dump those emails? You can always find me again in the future if you are interested and able to follow through with the commission.


~Shadow
www.feastofdreams.net

[xjacekx.livejournal.com]

Hey sorry I didnt get back to you, things just got kind of put on the back burner when I went to California, a lot going on and whatnots. I am still interested, it'll just have to wait a litte while longer though. *yowls*

[theassassinnox.livejournal.com]

No worries. I'll leave the emails where they are, but won't save you a commission slot. Get back to me when you are able (no rush) and I'll be able to help you then.

Collars are small, and I'm always open for them, so really the timing thing is up to you.

Take care,

~S

[placenta.livejournal.com]

After all of this is done I no longer will be taking commisions, trades, or anything. I'll be only a small part of the fandom, if I decide to stay in it at all.


lolzzzzzzzahh; liar. XD