This is more or less for pastelpirate BUT I am leaving this here open for the public as well. I wrote a note to pastelpirate on DeviantART just about 20 minutes ago.
There is absolutely no excuse for my lack of responsibility as a commissioners. I feel awful for the way I have handled this specific commission. I am quite ashamed of myself...and there is really no apology I could give to make up for what I have done...
I am sorry for randomly disappearing and not finishing your commission. I left the country (to Europe) on an emergency notice for personal reasons regarding mental health. I was unstable and needed an escape from my life. In my haste to start a new life I forgot to take care of a few remaining commissioners and their commissions. I am so sorry...I wish there was more I could say.
During my time in Europe I had no internet access and lived an isolated life so that I could recover. Nonetheless, this is no excuse for not taking care of what should have been taken care of.
I am currently putting funds into my paypal account to reimburse pastelprincess. At the time I owed you 10 USD...but due to time I would like to reimburse you 30 USD. I wish I had more to give you. I would still like to make your design or draw you something as an apology... So please let me know. I will give you my personal email or cellphone if you would like to communicate with me. I would even love to ship the final piece to you.
Again I really apologize for my unstable and irrational behavior. Please get back to me ASAP so I can give you what you are rightfully owed.
PS: if anyone knows of anyone else I have hurt please let me know so I can make ammends.
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Date: 2016-06-08 06:42 pm (UTC)There is absolutely no excuse for my lack of responsibility as a commissioners. I feel awful for the way I have handled this specific commission. I am quite ashamed of myself...and there is really no apology I could give to make up for what I have done...
I am sorry for randomly disappearing and not finishing your commission. I left the country (to Europe) on an emergency notice for personal reasons regarding mental health. I was unstable and needed an escape from my life. In my haste to start a new life I forgot to take care of a few remaining commissioners and their commissions. I am so sorry...I wish there was more I could say.
During my time in Europe I had no internet access and lived an isolated life so that I could recover. Nonetheless, this is no excuse for not taking care of what should have been taken care of.
I am currently putting funds into my paypal account to reimburse pastelprincess. At the time I owed you 10 USD...but due to time I would like to reimburse you 30 USD. I wish I had more to give you. I would still like to make your design or draw you something as an apology... So please let me know. I will give you my personal email or cellphone if you would like to communicate with me. I would even love to ship the final piece to you.
Again I really apologize for my unstable and irrational behavior. Please get back to me ASAP so I can give you what you are rightfully owed.
PS: if anyone knows of anyone else I have hurt please let me know so I can make ammends.
Sending my love,
EyeKissa